The bulging belly

 

The bulging belly tells a story Her naked hand is a cause for shame She is scared And alone  Fornicators look at her And laugh Pointing Three fingers point back She thinks her only way out Is to destroy the thing inside Angels and demons struggle in her head Fighting for life She goes to church Pro-life people shun her They whisper: “She is not married” Against all odds she decided to tell her family She is going to see this through She encounters anger What a little whore she is from a family of old values  God seems to not love her She makes an appointment

Tears in her eyes she ascends the stairs Carrying the weight of her cross the doctor will see you

Then behold A miracle A women dressed with the sun Do not harm this child

Take comfort my daughter I have been where you are I have received their teasing

Do not listen to them God himself has touched you the bulging belly tells a story

Her naked hand proves how brave she really is.

for my best friend

Through the sobbing and spats, through smiles, I knew everything Would be alright, Through affection and hate, Through disloyalty and disagreement, For you I would always have trust, Being your sister as well as your Best friend I knew This friendship wouldn't end, By your side I will stand And I can always count on you to stand by stand by mine no matter what happens with us In this lifetime, through all of the sins And all of the truths, I’m here for you to be a best friend that’s exact, Cause I love you and no one can break our sister pact

crying river

Cries of blood fall from my broken heart I never thought we would be apart when you held me you said it would be "forever" Now that were apart I know you meant "never" you Said you love me with that look in your eye And now I know that was a cold hearted lie Your tender touch and soft kiss Two things I know I will truly miss As I sit here thinking about you My face is wet with tears long past due flooding like a leaky faucet I should've cried a long time ago I know they say love is blind But I only had one thing on my mind which was you  its hurt so deep it cuts like a knife But wounds will soon heal and I'll go on with my life

daddy's love?

Daddy where are you? I hear no response I hold on to my teddy as I wait for your response glimpse of you in my memory, mommy is sad and hurt finds someone else to help with her pain ghostly images of an absent father I too look for love to fill the void and hurt you said you wanted to try but their was no effort made on your side I wondered why? Non existing phone calls a young women on the outside a hurt and lost little girl inside will I ever feel whole? Emptiness runs deep lost forever because you were not here to guide putting a smile to mask the pain in hopes of one day you will return and everything would alright

my deepest love

Rivers of my love run deep like shallow water  Into the valleys of your heart  Neither stature nor distance  Nor mountains too wide  Could show you  The deepest feeling of my Love Way beyond the oceans  closer than air Throughout all infinity Could never show you The depths of my love  Into the sun  Far beyond the sky and the moon A thousand tears  That I have cried  Could never show you The depths of my love Understanding beyond measure Memories I hold on to like a prize Love written as a lullaby  Bewitched dreams of you and I Could never show you The depths of my love Miles and time, Song and rhyme  Money or gain  life or pain Could never show you The depths of my love Loving  you embracing me Eternally I Will show you the deepest person which is me. Life after death let our souls run free only to be reunited bring you to me.

questionable existince

I’m not here nor near neither happy nor sad regretful past that larks in the corner of happiness

Painted smiles to the world not yet understood preexisting stereotypes of a world that I was born into not chosen

Forgotten feelings thrown to the side not yet unmasked to world on how I feel inside

I just want to be happy with a happy ever after but bumpy roads ahead how could I be so naive I guess hopefully dreams will keep me at peace while I cry myself to sleep in the pursuit of happiness